Subject: Lillan

  • 31 december

    Falck now owes me 18,190 kr (Eighteen Thousand One Hundred Ninety) kronor! Lillan and Greta came to visit.





  • 1 december

    Lillan's maid, Elin, came home with me and helped out at the dinner table.





  • 14 november

    Harriet arrived with Lillan; told me she was almost killed by a falling chimney breast at home on 30 Biblioteksgatan.





  • 1 november

    Harriet, I and Lillan were going to Djurgården. When Harriet was waiting for the carriage outside her front door with Lillan, she saw two horses' heads approaching around the corner: "Look, that's our carriage!" she said. The horses arrived, and - were pulling a hearse. - Are these warnings?





  • 20 september

    Lillan started school.





  • 14 june

    Lillan ill, but recovered when Sigrid massaged her.





  • 12 june

    The startled one is Lillan!





  • 24 may

    When I drew up my blind this morning two white pigeons were sitting on a chimney, caressing each other demonstratively. Had a loving, rapturous letter from Harriet. Lillan for dinner.





  • 5 may

    Harriet, Lillan and I had dinner together at Lidingöbro; drove home by way of Djurgården.





  • 25 march

    Our daughter was born at 7.15 pm.





  • 2 march

    At H-t's home in the evening; Lillan had a bath; all was light, warmth and peace. - There you have it.





  • 15 february

    Awoke in the morning with a strong prompting to leave Sweden. But, remembering how bitterly Lillan cried last night when I left, I hesitated...





  • 15 december

    Harriet has injured her foot. I see Harriet and Lillan like in the old days. She is the same, but not really! Cool, unreliable, false!